and flame driven desire
that’s left inside me.
True healing can be intense. Anyone saying it’s fluff and rainbows has never truly healed.
You’re releasing the ick from every level of yourself… which means reliving it to some degree. Yes, that can be scary… but what’s 100x worse is holding onto that ick and letting it build inside of you. It holds you firmly to the spot, never allowing you to move forward.
So personally, I’d rather have the equivalent of a three-day knock-me-on-my-ass flu on every level than to have on-and-off pitiful illnesses for the rest of my life because I’m holding myself back by not healing (out of fear of what the healing itself will do).
Point: please don’t refer to healing as fluffy or light… allow yourself to experience true healing and you’ll know just how intense it is.
A quick thank you to everyone who follows my page. My stuff is kinda random and it’s rare that I get questions or comments, but it’s really your presence that has inspired me to keep this blog alive. Thank you, truly and deeply.